Yesterday was a memorable day as I slept for more than 12 hours. Sleeping is one among the best thing I have done so far(for your info : I am still a virgin). Sleeping is a cure for many diseases in the world. Its the one which makes me fresh.
The president Abdul kalam has asked people to dream and I am his big follower in this.
I have dreams in sleep, almost daily. Some are very frightening and some are so sweet but they all have one thing in common .They usually end on a bad note (probably the reason is that I wake up when it enters the bad stage).
Once I had a terrible dream of my friend getting married. I mean that it’s a terrible dream because he was getting married to one of my girl friends. Yes I had and have many girl friends but the only problem with them is that nobody knows that they are my girl friend (and many doesnt even know me).Ok no more autobiography about my great success in this section of life.
Actually having a Girl Friend is a matter of big social status issue that one of friend even took a oath to find one by next valentine’s day. People feel shameful when they have to admit that they don’t have girl friend or boy friend. Girls are even worse in this. They will never admit that they don’t have a boy friend. If they… better be beware that she wants you to become your boyfriend. Having a boyfriend is like virginity for a girl in India.
Like virginity ,boyfriend(BF) is also a virtual concept. I believe that there is nothing called virginity and in the same way nothing called BF. Lets try to define BF(My definition may be wrong as it’s may the first time that someone is trying to definf this). BF is someone who is not your friend and not your lover. Also you don’t want to either marry him nor have sex with him. So whats this Boy friend funda. I don’t understand but it works. Girls like things which they don’t understand and which they know they can’t understand. The truth is that girls never try to understand or reason anything so they may like things for which reasoning is not required.
In one of a great film, A novelist gets to visit one of his fan. The fan asks the novelist “How are you able to write so well about women”
The novelist replies “I think just like men do but remove the Reason and Intelligence from it”.
I don’t believe completely in the novelist views (Please find that there is a difference between “believe completely” and “completely believe” Even he is shown as a psycho in that movie). Girls are very tender by nature that they can be easily hurt and affected by things. Its very easily manipulatable. That may the reason that we don’t see many girls as devadas.
They easily laugh at your jokes. They cry for even small things that they want. They become angry so easily that most of the boyfriends duty nowadays is to fight with her over the phone. But they are also so kind hearted, Gentle and ……….
May be god wanted to create something which is so good but atlast didn’t understand that nothing in this world is 100% efficient. He created a girl lovable , gentle , kind and … with everything beautiful and lovable in this universe that he failed to balance the equation (as they say in Matrix). It evolved as a constantly changing, ununderstandable thing. Even god is confused as to what he had created once.
Confusion still prevails. No man is still able to master that art, Understanding actually what a woman wants. Now that god had created a thing which cannot be understood and cannot be satisfied he tried the impossible of trying to create something which can do both - I mean both understand a woman and satisfy .God doesn’t know that One mistake cannot be rectified by another. And then there were woman who always tried to understand and satisfy the woman and always failed. Men never stopped there but started to blame woman for their failure.
But life still goes … Only North Pole attracts South Pole so things did work for God even if he didn’t intend it that way.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Monday, January 30, 2006
A Writer is born
Writing has been my passion of late. But people say you become a good writer only by writing a lot.
I have started to write a lot. God should save all these people who are trying to read this article? Let me start learning the trade.
So for folks who are thinking that they could read something great ……I am not sure whether you have landed at the right space. But I say I will try my best.
Me being a ITian you can expect a lot of professional writing like ……, PFA, EOD,……
Of all this ……. Is the one which I hate the most but what to do I couldn’t stop using it as I have become addicted to it. What do they mean by this …… do they mean lots of fullstop or lot more things are coming up. Anyway even my girlfriend uses it a lot. The most interesting thing about this “I mean Girl fiend” friend is that even she doesn’t know that I have accepted as her Girl friend.
Do we have to declare something to make it true. NO truth remain truth even if its not expressed. So the thing is true that she is my Girl friend though u may not know it. These small things lose their charm when completely expressed like sex. When everything is completely exposed u lose interest in it.
Ok Jack never cross the line….My Indian cultural? Background says never say the word “sex” as they say in “The Village” (I mean the film. U can find a lots of reference about films on my blogs as I watch a lot of them). The most unused word in Indian context.
Yesterday I was watching a TV show where I heard a boy say about India.
“The difference between USA and India is that In USA u r not allowed to PISS in public but u can KISS in public but whereas in India u can PISS in public but not KISS”.
Its true for those who are not Indian readers ( this is too much for you ….. thinking that people from different countries will read this when you have just started writing). My writing will be based mostly on India as I know only India and Indian people. They are lovely people and their beautifulness lies in their innocence.
I have started writing but I am not going anywhere without a good topic to deal with.
I am thinking that this will or may be read someone somewhere sometime. That’s the hope that make me write these things. That’s the hope that make many alive. I am a very optimistic person. So you can expect a lot of such writing from me but who knows what I may think the next second …….. I may think very negative. One more thing that make this life attractive and livable.
I wanted to tell this story about a story here. I was studying school then. One of the main task in exams at school is story writing. I one among those exams I was writing a Great story ever written ( obviously inspired by some movie). This movie sorry story is about a student who come back to his village to meet his teacher and on the way he is thinking about his school life. I was narrating the story so good that I got involved in it. Suddenly after the student arrived to the village to see his teacher ( in the story) I realized that I am running out of time to complete the story. SO no time for student teacher reunion ……..
So what can we do if we leave the story there and go to my next question I will get less marks for that Great story. I have to have a very good ending. Then I thought why should I have a good ending but I can also I have a very bad ending. I realized that I(Story writer) can very well kill the teacher. So story had a end like this.
“When the student entered eagerly to see his teachers face ……. He saw his photo and flowers around the photo. He didn’t speak a word but his eye spoke a lot .”
Within two lines the story was over and I jumped to next question. I realized what a cruel but inventive writer I am.
I have started to write a lot. God should save all these people who are trying to read this article? Let me start learning the trade.
So for folks who are thinking that they could read something great ……I am not sure whether you have landed at the right space. But I say I will try my best.
Me being a ITian you can expect a lot of professional writing like ……, PFA, EOD,……
Of all this ……. Is the one which I hate the most but what to do I couldn’t stop using it as I have become addicted to it. What do they mean by this …… do they mean lots of fullstop or lot more things are coming up. Anyway even my girlfriend uses it a lot. The most interesting thing about this “I mean Girl fiend” friend is that even she doesn’t know that I have accepted as her Girl friend.
Do we have to declare something to make it true. NO truth remain truth even if its not expressed. So the thing is true that she is my Girl friend though u may not know it. These small things lose their charm when completely expressed like sex. When everything is completely exposed u lose interest in it.
Ok Jack never cross the line….My Indian cultural? Background says never say the word “sex” as they say in “The Village” (I mean the film. U can find a lots of reference about films on my blogs as I watch a lot of them). The most unused word in Indian context.
Yesterday I was watching a TV show where I heard a boy say about India.
“The difference between USA and India is that In USA u r not allowed to PISS in public but u can KISS in public but whereas in India u can PISS in public but not KISS”.
Its true for those who are not Indian readers ( this is too much for you ….. thinking that people from different countries will read this when you have just started writing). My writing will be based mostly on India as I know only India and Indian people. They are lovely people and their beautifulness lies in their innocence.
I have started writing but I am not going anywhere without a good topic to deal with.
I am thinking that this will or may be read someone somewhere sometime. That’s the hope that make me write these things. That’s the hope that make many alive. I am a very optimistic person. So you can expect a lot of such writing from me but who knows what I may think the next second …….. I may think very negative. One more thing that make this life attractive and livable.
I wanted to tell this story about a story here. I was studying school then. One of the main task in exams at school is story writing. I one among those exams I was writing a Great story ever written ( obviously inspired by some movie). This movie sorry story is about a student who come back to his village to meet his teacher and on the way he is thinking about his school life. I was narrating the story so good that I got involved in it. Suddenly after the student arrived to the village to see his teacher ( in the story) I realized that I am running out of time to complete the story. SO no time for student teacher reunion ……..
So what can we do if we leave the story there and go to my next question I will get less marks for that Great story. I have to have a very good ending. Then I thought why should I have a good ending but I can also I have a very bad ending. I realized that I(Story writer) can very well kill the teacher. So story had a end like this.
“When the student entered eagerly to see his teachers face ……. He saw his photo and flowers around the photo. He didn’t speak a word but his eye spoke a lot .”
Within two lines the story was over and I jumped to next question. I realized what a cruel but inventive writer I am.
Media('s) Controversies
I thought of writing this long back. But after yesterdays "We the People" episode in NDTV I think it assumes more importance.
Kushboo's statement and its aftermath
Ganguly ever continuing contreversies
Let us take these two things and analyse who is really responsible for both these cases
First Kushboo told something about AIDs awareness and about premarital sex. The intended message was that people should be safe against this killer disease and she was giving the right message across to the people. But what the media did was read through the lines and misinterpreted it and started to rise a big issue out of it.
Now to the Ganguly's ever continuing controversies, I attribute the main reason being the Indian media. What a great media which said that Ganguly wanted to open the Test innings when it had just a video of Ganguly and dravid having a chat with the coach.
My friend who is a educated guy said me that "dravid didnt allow Ganguly to open the innings" after seeing the news over a channel. If he can make such things out of these report what about the illeterates in India.
Media .... take care u r addressing a billion people who are all different and dont try to sell urself by such cheap tactics.
Now that everything is being analysed under microscope doesnt mean that media can write anything they want, Intrepret things as they want to make news interesting so that their paper sells or their TRP ratings increases.
To barkha of NDTV, U conducted a good show but when you are conducting such a show you should be unbiased which you were not. Whenever there was a complaint that media is responsible for such things u made them shut up and focused more on things which can make the show a big flop. you were always trying to blame someone for everything. In many cases things happen and noone can be blame for that. And in many cases media should be blamed for making things look big even if is police raiding a private hotel or some actor kissing some actress.
Media has a national responsibility .A wrong news can change the world overnight.
Kushboo's statement and its aftermath
Ganguly ever continuing contreversies
Let us take these two things and analyse who is really responsible for both these cases
First Kushboo told something about AIDs awareness and about premarital sex. The intended message was that people should be safe against this killer disease and she was giving the right message across to the people. But what the media did was read through the lines and misinterpreted it and started to rise a big issue out of it.
Now to the Ganguly's ever continuing controversies, I attribute the main reason being the Indian media. What a great media which said that Ganguly wanted to open the Test innings when it had just a video of Ganguly and dravid having a chat with the coach.
My friend who is a educated guy said me that "dravid didnt allow Ganguly to open the innings" after seeing the news over a channel. If he can make such things out of these report what about the illeterates in India.
Media .... take care u r addressing a billion people who are all different and dont try to sell urself by such cheap tactics.
Now that everything is being analysed under microscope doesnt mean that media can write anything they want, Intrepret things as they want to make news interesting so that their paper sells or their TRP ratings increases.
To barkha of NDTV, U conducted a good show but when you are conducting such a show you should be unbiased which you were not. Whenever there was a complaint that media is responsible for such things u made them shut up and focused more on things which can make the show a big flop. you were always trying to blame someone for everything. In many cases things happen and noone can be blame for that. And in many cases media should be blamed for making things look big even if is police raiding a private hotel or some actor kissing some actress.
Media has a national responsibility .A wrong news can change the world overnight.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Chapter 3 : November, The 23rd 1982.
Sara was told by the Doctor that the baby has survived one of the Harmful drugs in the world. Sara's feeling on that day couldnt be described. Anyhow the baby had its revenge on its mother by staying there for one more month than expected. Ya the Baby stayed in her for 11 months.
Many Doctors who didnt know the child's master plan of revenge adviced sara to go for operation for the same. But there was a Lady "Jaya" who had just finished her Doctorate, after seeing the baby over a scan insisted that the baby is just cool and we can wait for his arrival into this world.
And finally on Nov 23rd 1982 the baby won the "war of the Worlds" and came alive on this world. After few months they decided to name him Jack named originally after the month in which he was born (not supposed to be born actually).So that Jack is entered in this cruel world we can expect some action from him.
Its important here to mention that Jack had a brother 3 years elder than Jack , named "Clive". Clive was an action hero when he was born and not Jack. Jack grew up seeing the action stunts of his brother. His brother was brutal but they loved each other. Jack had to lose a lot of things in Life for him and his methods of dealing boys. But Jackwas happy for his brother for he never fought for bad but for him.
Clive was a Hero of his own way. When he is in the game every boy in the opposite side used to fear him. He even used to instill fear into his boys older than him.
Once Jack and his brother went to play "Iceboy" with their street mates. Iceboy is a game of Hide and Seek.
Rules are simple: There is one seeker and all others are Hiders. the seeker will close his eyes and count to Hundred(in count of one, two ... but many used to count in tens and some in hundreds too).If a Hider touches the Seekers back without his knowledge then he has to seek from start i.e those he had seeked earlier will also get to hide once again and game starts from scratch again.
So on that day when they were playing this game unfortunatelly Jack became a seeker and since all the boys were far older than Jack they used to cheat him and get him to seek him again and again. Its not that Jack is not intelligent. he had found all the Hiders except one who made him seek again.
This went on for 2 more times. jack's brother was annoyed at seeing this happen.For the 3 rd time when Jack started to close his eyes and count to hundred. A dark shadow came out of the bush. Jack was terrified as the dtreet was deserted and they were noone to help also. The shadow came nearer and nearer to him moving closeby to the walls around.
Jack had closed his eyes in horror. He had visualised that the shadow came verty near him. Suddenly he heard his brother's voice.
" Hey come we will go Home. these guys will keep on cheating you. And let us play the reverse game with them". Jack was brilliant to understand the Idea. At once both the brothers stared at the empty street and made a stealthy run towards the Home.
The boys hiding in the Dark places stayed there for a hour or two and stated to move after that. They were very angry to see Jack missing . After searching for jack all boys went home disappointed. It was a wonderfull day in Jack's life. He enjoyed the trickery and cunningness of his brothers plan.
So did the brothers lived happily throughout their childhood days?
Many Doctors who didnt know the child's master plan of revenge adviced sara to go for operation for the same. But there was a Lady "Jaya" who had just finished her Doctorate, after seeing the baby over a scan insisted that the baby is just cool and we can wait for his arrival into this world.
And finally on Nov 23rd 1982 the baby won the "war of the Worlds" and came alive on this world. After few months they decided to name him Jack named originally after the month in which he was born (not supposed to be born actually).So that Jack is entered in this cruel world we can expect some action from him.
Its important here to mention that Jack had a brother 3 years elder than Jack , named "Clive". Clive was an action hero when he was born and not Jack. Jack grew up seeing the action stunts of his brother. His brother was brutal but they loved each other. Jack had to lose a lot of things in Life for him and his methods of dealing boys. But Jackwas happy for his brother for he never fought for bad but for him.
Clive was a Hero of his own way. When he is in the game every boy in the opposite side used to fear him. He even used to instill fear into his boys older than him.
Once Jack and his brother went to play "Iceboy" with their street mates. Iceboy is a game of Hide and Seek.
Rules are simple: There is one seeker and all others are Hiders. the seeker will close his eyes and count to Hundred(in count of one, two ... but many used to count in tens and some in hundreds too).If a Hider touches the Seekers back without his knowledge then he has to seek from start i.e those he had seeked earlier will also get to hide once again and game starts from scratch again.
So on that day when they were playing this game unfortunatelly Jack became a seeker and since all the boys were far older than Jack they used to cheat him and get him to seek him again and again. Its not that Jack is not intelligent. he had found all the Hiders except one who made him seek again.
This went on for 2 more times. jack's brother was annoyed at seeing this happen.For the 3 rd time when Jack started to close his eyes and count to hundred. A dark shadow came out of the bush. Jack was terrified as the dtreet was deserted and they were noone to help also. The shadow came nearer and nearer to him moving closeby to the walls around.
Jack had closed his eyes in horror. He had visualised that the shadow came verty near him. Suddenly he heard his brother's voice.
" Hey come we will go Home. these guys will keep on cheating you. And let us play the reverse game with them". Jack was brilliant to understand the Idea. At once both the brothers stared at the empty street and made a stealthy run towards the Home.
The boys hiding in the Dark places stayed there for a hour or two and stated to move after that. They were very angry to see Jack missing . After searching for jack all boys went home disappointed. It was a wonderfull day in Jack's life. He enjoyed the trickery and cunningness of his brothers plan.
So did the brothers lived happily throughout their childhood days?
Chapter 2: Birth of Love?
When Jack was just lost in his own world after the "Touch" ........ I think lets us rewind back in to his life.
Its going to be a real rewind back. Lets forget jack for a while(may be many chapters). Its 1947 Aug 15 the birth of a Independent country in Asia which was then named India after partitioning with its love "Paksitan". In this separation there was lot of turmoil and the whole nation was in disarray.
India being a secular nation both Hindus and Muslims (and many other religious people including those who didnt believe in religion) lived in this holly nation. They all fought together for the Independence. Yes together they fought with unity, the unity which was missing when British firt came to India.
Lets not go it to the History of Indian freedom. So when the whole India was in riots and trouble a particular state in india, Tamilnadu was really calm. TamilNadu located at the south end of India with Indian Ocean on south, Bay of Bengal on East, Arabian Sea on West and land on north. Its like a inverted cap to india which holds its on its hands.
This state is called after the language of the region Tamil(A wonderfull language).
In Tamilnadu, Salem is a City right at its centre, known for its textiles and Mangoes.So our jacks father was born in this City , sorry a village in this city "Thuthi Kulam". A very small village with population of about 1000 with no primary education but good heart.Jack father keeps on telling that Education ruined the peoples mind. May be?
Jack father being little long I will call him Siva( he was named siva after a year on a good day).Siva's father was a milkman having a cattle and few lands for cultivation and for feeding the cattle. He was a pretty rich man as described by siva.But no evidence exists as whether they are true. But still a large house(looks like a castle with very large pillars) is there in the village which belonged to Him.
So he must be rich!.
He was born with a brother(Rama), sisters (Raji,Veni). Its considered a pretty small family when compared with other families.Those were the days when population of India was growing exponentially as a result India becoming the most populated state in the world.For example Veni was later on married to a man who was the elder among the 7 brothers.He had sisters also.
I will come back to his unknown Life at this village in coming chapters in his words while advicing our young Hero.
Nearly 3-4 years after(1952) Siva was born Sara was born in a neighbouring village "Rasipuram" in Salem. Sara was born with 3 sisters and 2 brothers.Sara was the only women in the family who took up education seriously and went to study BA(Economics). She is not very active not very beautifull .......... but she was energetic and smart.There is a lot os details available on sara's family when compared to Siva's family partly because people in sara' family speak a lot and loudly too.
Will describe Sara's Life as we move on in Jack's life.
So they were married on 1977 in the month of March.Deva their first son was born on Jan 1980. In the year May 1982 Sara came to know that she was pregnant. After discussions with Siva they finally decided to abort the child and went to the doctor. Doctor warned that its a bit late but she said I will give u injections for the same.
So the sara was injected with the most harmfull of drugs to kill the developing foetus within which have not yet learned the skill of self defense.Whats the reason for this decision ???????.Did the drug killed the child within? Did the great Indian population increase by a count of one?
Sara didnt know what was going on inside who was winnig the war the child within or the drug? She went to the Doctor again after a month as she was not feeling well. Did the drug overreacted?
Its going to be a real rewind back. Lets forget jack for a while(may be many chapters). Its 1947 Aug 15 the birth of a Independent country in Asia which was then named India after partitioning with its love "Paksitan". In this separation there was lot of turmoil and the whole nation was in disarray.
India being a secular nation both Hindus and Muslims (and many other religious people including those who didnt believe in religion) lived in this holly nation. They all fought together for the Independence. Yes together they fought with unity, the unity which was missing when British firt came to India.
Lets not go it to the History of Indian freedom. So when the whole India was in riots and trouble a particular state in india, Tamilnadu was really calm. TamilNadu located at the south end of India with Indian Ocean on south, Bay of Bengal on East, Arabian Sea on West and land on north. Its like a inverted cap to india which holds its on its hands.
This state is called after the language of the region Tamil(A wonderfull language).
In Tamilnadu, Salem is a City right at its centre, known for its textiles and Mangoes.So our jacks father was born in this City , sorry a village in this city "Thuthi Kulam". A very small village with population of about 1000 with no primary education but good heart.Jack father keeps on telling that Education ruined the peoples mind. May be?
Jack father being little long I will call him Siva( he was named siva after a year on a good day).Siva's father was a milkman having a cattle and few lands for cultivation and for feeding the cattle. He was a pretty rich man as described by siva.But no evidence exists as whether they are true. But still a large house(looks like a castle with very large pillars) is there in the village which belonged to Him.
So he must be rich!.
He was born with a brother(Rama), sisters (Raji,Veni). Its considered a pretty small family when compared with other families.Those were the days when population of India was growing exponentially as a result India becoming the most populated state in the world.For example Veni was later on married to a man who was the elder among the 7 brothers.He had sisters also.
I will come back to his unknown Life at this village in coming chapters in his words while advicing our young Hero.
Nearly 3-4 years after(1952) Siva was born Sara was born in a neighbouring village "Rasipuram" in Salem. Sara was born with 3 sisters and 2 brothers.Sara was the only women in the family who took up education seriously and went to study BA(Economics). She is not very active not very beautifull .......... but she was energetic and smart.There is a lot os details available on sara's family when compared to Siva's family partly because people in sara' family speak a lot and loudly too.
Will describe Sara's Life as we move on in Jack's life.
So they were married on 1977 in the month of March.Deva their first son was born on Jan 1980. In the year May 1982 Sara came to know that she was pregnant. After discussions with Siva they finally decided to abort the child and went to the doctor. Doctor warned that its a bit late but she said I will give u injections for the same.
So the sara was injected with the most harmfull of drugs to kill the developing foetus within which have not yet learned the skill of self defense.Whats the reason for this decision ???????.Did the drug killed the child within? Did the great Indian population increase by a count of one?
Sara didnt know what was going on inside who was winnig the war the child within or the drug? She went to the Doctor again after a month as she was not feeling well. Did the drug overreacted?
Chapter 1 : Lets start
So where to start. let us start with the wonderfull moment in Jack's life when he was touched ....... Is it so jack. For others a touch is little simple but for jack that was a great one.
Ya jack was learning his trade then. He was just 15 years old and she "sheela" was 18 years old.
Sheela no words to say about her .... she is a glowing beauty. the most beautiful woman jack had seen in his life time. Yes jack loved to love her like anyone who had seen her. She possessed a high magnetic feild(sorry I had learned some Electronics and communication concepts so my examples may be pertaining to such magnetics and electrons) that can attract anyone.
Jack the most confident man ....... as ever always felt short of confidence when she was around. Ya .. our confident hero jack was not at his best when she was around. For people to get a picture of things this is year 1998 in India where Computers was started to make its mark in this part of this world.
As usual our man (boy then) was very eager to learn things so ............
" She touched her and told 'Jack can you just remove the threads (of my dress) entangled from my ring' . Ya she was wearing a ring and the threads at the end of her dress(Design those days) were entangled to it. Jack had noother choice but to do it. Yes suddenly he became red hot. jack couldnt see her face. but there was a mission in hand. the hardest of all. He came very near her, touched her ring and started to entangle the threads around the ring. He wanted this things to continue for his entire life time just like krishna giving saree to dhrowpathi."
So close was our hero to his firt love that all the whole world around him seems to have become blank.
And suddenly he awakened by a voice "What are u doing there". Yes there are always villains around to make story interesting.
This is something great . Greater than having sex with her or telling her that he loved her .............. yes Greater than anything in this world.
Jack felt as though he can remain in her hands for his entire lifetime and die afterthat. Is Love so powerfull? Let us find it out.
Ya jack was learning his trade then. He was just 15 years old and she "sheela" was 18 years old.
Sheela no words to say about her .... she is a glowing beauty. the most beautiful woman jack had seen in his life time. Yes jack loved to love her like anyone who had seen her. She possessed a high magnetic feild(sorry I had learned some Electronics and communication concepts so my examples may be pertaining to such magnetics and electrons) that can attract anyone.
Jack the most confident man ....... as ever always felt short of confidence when she was around. Ya .. our confident hero jack was not at his best when she was around. For people to get a picture of things this is year 1998 in India where Computers was started to make its mark in this part of this world.
As usual our man (boy then) was very eager to learn things so ............
" She touched her and told 'Jack can you just remove the threads (of my dress) entangled from my ring' . Ya she was wearing a ring and the threads at the end of her dress(Design those days) were entangled to it. Jack had noother choice but to do it. Yes suddenly he became red hot. jack couldnt see her face. but there was a mission in hand. the hardest of all. He came very near her, touched her ring and started to entangle the threads around the ring. He wanted this things to continue for his entire life time just like krishna giving saree to dhrowpathi."
So close was our hero to his firt love that all the whole world around him seems to have become blank.
And suddenly he awakened by a voice "What are u doing there". Yes there are always villains around to make story interesting.
This is something great . Greater than having sex with her or telling her that he loved her .............. yes Greater than anything in this world.
Jack felt as though he can remain in her hands for his entire lifetime and die afterthat. Is Love so powerfull? Let us find it out.
My Love - Prelude
Love .........
If ur looking for its definition
or
looking how to be successfull in love then this is not the site that you should be looking into
Please press Alt f4 on ur keyboard on further help on Love.
Again if still proble persists keep press cntrl alt + del ...........
But here you can find my experiments with truth regarding my First Loves
You may ask what is First Loves.
See again no definitions. there was one friend who loved a girl(obviously this is india) and we made him forget her by just asking him questions regarding definitions of Love and Life.
So if u r seriosly in Love this is the blog u should read. and if u r still finding ur girl.please try to avoid this stuff.
For girls : (I am writing about u and u alone) Please enjoy and mail me ............
If ur looking for its definition
or
looking how to be successfull in love then this is not the site that you should be looking into
Please press Alt f4 on ur keyboard on further help on Love.
Again if still proble persists keep press cntrl alt + del ...........
But here you can find my experiments with truth regarding my First Loves
You may ask what is First Loves.
See again no definitions. there was one friend who loved a girl(obviously this is india) and we made him forget her by just asking him questions regarding definitions of Love and Life.
So if u r seriosly in Love this is the blog u should read. and if u r still finding ur girl.please try to avoid this stuff.
For girls : (I am writing about u and u alone) Please enjoy and mail me ............
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Java : Is it better than C++?
Ok this topis may look little awkward. But I am in place where this question gets high importance and this topic gets argued again and again.
After studying C++ to the extent that I can and learning java basic these are my findings
Java is full of pointers and only pointers as against what poeple say Java doesnt have pointers.
In Java u cant go and manipulate anything .Everything is managed for you.It like a manager sitting between you and the OS and filtering your work to make you and the OS safe.
So Java is a manager according to me,But which is there to save bad programmers :-).
and which doesnt caters to the creativity of a good programmer.
In Java again they say there is no multiple Inheritence. But the truth is that everything in Java should use Multiple Inheritance to solve any problem.
Everything is inherted from Objects. So evrything works as the parent Object wants. U dont have control.
Here U live in a boundary with lots of rule.Java is a Dictator. But Java being a Good Dictator it works.
C++ is like a democracy .U have the freedom but again democracy has its own problem.
So I recommend Java for kids in programming who needs guidance initially. But I want programmers to break free after some exposure and code in C++ with freedom.
After studying C++ to the extent that I can and learning java basic these are my findings
Java is full of pointers and only pointers as against what poeple say Java doesnt have pointers.
In Java u cant go and manipulate anything .Everything is managed for you.It like a manager sitting between you and the OS and filtering your work to make you and the OS safe.
So Java is a manager according to me,But which is there to save bad programmers :-).
and which doesnt caters to the creativity of a good programmer.
In Java again they say there is no multiple Inheritence. But the truth is that everything in Java should use Multiple Inheritance to solve any problem.
Everything is inherted from Objects. So evrything works as the parent Object wants. U dont have control.
Here U live in a boundary with lots of rule.Java is a Dictator. But Java being a Good Dictator it works.
C++ is like a democracy .U have the freedom but again democracy has its own problem.
So I recommend Java for kids in programming who needs guidance initially. But I want programmers to break free after some exposure and code in C++ with freedom.
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