A New Day has come

Written By: A. Nova, S. Moccio Lyrics: A new day
A new day

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on, and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, now
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe, I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun

A new day has come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, now
I see the light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe, I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun

A new day has come

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun

A new day has come

Hush now, I see the light in your eyes
All in the eyes of a boy
I can't believe, I've been touched by an angel with love
I can't believe, I've been touched by an angel with love

Hush now
A new day

Hush now
A new day

Hope Pooja Narayan is reading this!

Bored that I am nowadays, I researched what guys of my age are doing

Atlast after lots of time wasting ... I thought 'I am badly in need of a Girlfriend' ...

I became so desperate that I wanted to publish an advertisement in leading magazine

"Wanted Girl Friend for a Handsome, Smart , Young athletic Karthee Please contact kartshy@gmail.com"



But realised later that its to much for me. I had to spend some 50-100 dollars on it and I dont think I can make a successfull investment here.

Also the "Handsome, Smart , Young athletic " is too much :-)



Anyway whats next ...



whats the first step ... in finding anything for a "Sophisticated Software Engineer"



Google



So I searched "karthee needs girlfriend" ... Yes I am completely mad :-)



came across the following link http://ramp.torontopubliclibrary.ca/pdfs/young_voices_2001.pdf

seems someone by name Pooja Narayan (Young voices .... yeah very much excited) was searching for me.

here goes what she has to say (She seems to dream a lot like me)



Beyond My Dreams

I wake up to the sound of camel dung being spattered

against the wall. My mother has managed to collect some and

is drying it, so we can have fuel for the fire. I remember her

whispering to my father last night, as I lay on my tattered straw

mat.They are worried that we will lose even this hut, if Dalalji is

not repaid in time. I always wish I could do more, but I am just

a chit of a girl.

Our tiny village, Kollengode, in the middle of the vast deserts

of Rajasthan, is probably unknown to the rest of the world.

Nothing ever changes here. Everyone is still under the control of

the moneylender. He owns the entire village, and his fancy

teashop. He even has a magical box with pictures of beautiful

girls with the most dazzling clothes. Sometimes, instead of running

an errand, I hide outside the tea-shop and peep at the TV.

I wish I were one of those girls in the magic box. I often look

at my pretty face in a little, broken piece of mirror, hidden in the

folds of my skirt. I can just hear my mother's scolding voice.

"Kya karthee hai ladkee? Soorath kis kaam ka? Ghar ka kaam

seekh!" ("What are you doing girl! What use is your pretty face?

Learn housework!") My mother never tires of saying this.With a

little money, a big house and even a motor car in the city! But

Gauri's parents are treated like outcasts, despite her success. I

wonder why!

Maybe I can borrow the money from Dalalji. He always

smiles at me and seems to like me. I feel a spring in my step,

as I walk with my water pot balanced on my head."Shoba?" I

hear my name and walk towards the sound to the abandoned

shack. Suddenly, in the dark, hands grab me and tear violently

at my clothes. I stumble, screaming, still holding the heavy pot

in my hands. I never thought Dalalji could do this.With one

powerful swing, I smash my pot against his head. He reels back,

stunned and I hit him again. He drops to the ground, unconscious.

I seize the pot and run home, sobbing, pushing my

weary legs. How naïve I have been.This is what a man wants

from a girl. No one wants to help you, really. Poor Gauri!

40

In the dark,my mother starts shouting at me, "Paani kidher

hai? Kidher gayi thi?" ("Where is the water? Where have you

been?") With tears streaming down my face, hiding my ripped

blouse, I silently pick up the basket to gather the dried camel

dung. At least we will have enough fuel for the next month.

Pooja Narayan



Yes Eureka !!! Pooja seems to know me. So hoping that she will find me .... I am writing this blog.



Note : Found out that the search text "karthee" in her article is not me but a hindi word meaning "doing" :-( .

Hindi language is also against ... me ... and my Girlfriend.

Hmmm I dont know

Can you feel pain after a Dream?

A fine day was over ...The sun was setting ... I never understood the nature's signal.

She speaks a lot but she laughs a bit more.

Do I love her? I dont know.

I hate her when

she laughs on someone's joke
She speaks to someone else
She listens to someone else
She looks at someone else

I wanted to hate her. May be I have gone Mad.

She was there sitting next to me ...
always laughing ... always hurting me.

I went to her. My mind had rehearsed it thousand times

"I love you" this is what I had to say ... but couldnt say
She turned towards me ... I forgot everything ...
I looked away for a while

She asked "why did you call me?"
I thought "Why cant you undertand anything?" Is she so dump.

"So ... " I said.

She asked "Do you think he loves me!?."

I was speechless.

You rehearse a lot for all the answers and Questions
but you always fail. Your brain is too smart ...

Victory is sweet. Defeat is bitter.
But what do you say about Defeat under the jaws of victory.

May be everything was just Dream. May be there was no victory.

Why I had such a Dream is quite questionable?
It was quite a big dream as I had slept for a long time.

May be ... I should sleep less!

Whats the difference between Dream and reality?

May be I am in Dream now ... All this writing ... is a Dream
Do you think,when you are reading this ... you are in real world and not dreaming

May be she was real. may be I am still sleeping ...
Dreaming of writing about her.

No ... I dont know.

What if ... I am a Dream?

My Silence speaks

Slowly ... bit slowly ... girl
Did you pinch my heart?
With you eye ... swords
Did you cut my little heart?

Is pain, my only mate? or
Did I make the mistake of loving you?

Love is a sin
Girls are all illusions
I came to know truth through you

All Men who fell for a woman
are due to their poor fate
I came to know truth through you

When love was a cloud
You came down like a torrid rain
When I wanted to drench in that rain
You became a fire.

I was like a words
You made music out of me
 
You are into my Life
then you disappeared like a Dream

My silence spoke
Cant you hear it?
Did your eyes
couldnt listen to my words of love


I went alone without you
You followed me like a shadow
A student looking for answers
and you are my only answer

You came in my way
gave me Love ... your way
I loved you ...
I told my love
When you loved someone ...

Love will live till eyes have life
Men wont win till women are there.

The above is a translation of a song "Chinna Chinnathai" from "Mounam Pesiathe". Hope you enjoyed it. A brilliant piece of Art (I mean the original :-) )