Hmmm I dont know

Can you feel pain after a Dream?

A fine day was over ...The sun was setting ... I never understood the nature's signal.

She speaks a lot but she laughs a bit more.

Do I love her? I dont know.

I hate her when

she laughs on someone's joke
She speaks to someone else
She listens to someone else
She looks at someone else

I wanted to hate her. May be I have gone Mad.

She was there sitting next to me ...
always laughing ... always hurting me.

I went to her. My mind had rehearsed it thousand times

"I love you" this is what I had to say ... but couldnt say
She turned towards me ... I forgot everything ...
I looked away for a while

She asked "why did you call me?"
I thought "Why cant you undertand anything?" Is she so dump.

"So ... " I said.

She asked "Do you think he loves me!?."

I was speechless.

You rehearse a lot for all the answers and Questions
but you always fail. Your brain is too smart ...

Victory is sweet. Defeat is bitter.
But what do you say about Defeat under the jaws of victory.

May be everything was just Dream. May be there was no victory.

Why I had such a Dream is quite questionable?
It was quite a big dream as I had slept for a long time.

May be ... I should sleep less!

Whats the difference between Dream and reality?

May be I am in Dream now ... All this writing ... is a Dream
Do you think,when you are reading this ... you are in real world and not dreaming

May be she was real. may be I am still sleeping ...
Dreaming of writing about her.

No ... I dont know.

What if ... I am a Dream?